after close to 3 months of resting at home and countless of application emails sent out… I finally got myself a job. 

a job  that I was dying to have when I was just a fresh uni grad… and after so long finally convinced myself that i wasn’t just cut out for it. Yet this is the one that I have the least trouble applying for..applied on mon morning, got invitation for interview in the same aftn, went for interview 2 days later, got shortlisted at the end of it, went thru a test on fri for formality sake, got the offer on 2 days later. got this happened within a week or so. interestingly, i wasn’t as keen as I was before. before i left my previous job, I was all set to step into the civil sector, thinking that I should be able to do well in it. unfortunately, it wasn’t quite like what i’ve imagined. nothing quite excites me whenever I went for the job briefing during the interviews, i kept thinking that this won’t be something that I will like to do for the rest of my life, at least not the next 5 years or so. to the point that I can’t answer pple’s question, what kind of job are you looking for? yes, what exactly am i looking for? it’s scary coz I don’t have the answer to that question myself. and just today, I got another offer for an interview, and I actually started to ponder, have i made the right choice in taking up the previous offer? did i take it up because im sick of staying at home? did i just grab the job as a buoy? i’m left with a week to find out. wish me luck.